My So-Called Life

Work
Well let's see here. Our paychecks at work have been bouncing for the second week in a row. There is much speculation that we could close any day now. The owner is too much of a douche-bag to let any of us know what is going on now. One reason I love that job is because I have so much fun there. This is not fun. I'm constantly tense and anxious.

School
Not much to say here. I pretty much suck at it. I suck and I don't really care.

Living
I am supposed to be moving in three days. I haven't packed anything. I do have two weeks to move though since my landlord is making me pay for the full month. I have made my double rent for this month and now just need $500 for May 1st. Without knowing if I'll have a job from day to day this is a little unsettling.

"Friends"
My best friends from work have planned a trip to the beach. They are leaving May 23rd. The day before my birthday. When I said something the reply was, "Well you said you hardly ever go out for your birthday anyway. I mean you can come with us." This is a trip for three couples. Yeah right. The thing is I hardly ever go out because my friends always flake on me. I thought that with these people it might be different. Apparently not.

Boys
The boy I was seeing is a very strange person. I thought he was just an airhead, but he seems to have trouble grasping most things that go on around him. I tried to break up with him last week. He was drunk and apparently doesn't remember. Either that or he thinks I don't remember. Perplexing. I hung out with Will last night and we had a little heart to heart. Or heart to stone or whatever actually pumps blood through his body. It didn't go well in my opinion.

So that's me. This is my life. Don't be jealous.